For the past few, I haven't been reaching my goals in my academics. Sure, my grades are exceptionally well, but it isn't enough for me. I want to be the best among my peers but I'm not and know that I never will be. My bratty personality has made this fact eat away at me, causing for me to be depressed and highly volatile in my emotions. I'm at a stalemate in trying to improve in my academics and I'm not happy with it. To calm me down, I've been drawing and have been trying my best to improve at it. I wondered quietly to myself why I was drawing. It's not going to help anything. It doesn't mean anything more than a hobby to me, right?
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